Don't be so hard on yourself. Like new years resolutions "promises" to self don't always work out the way you had hoped. Reality kicks in as the thrill wears off. Anyways do little things to change like giving up chocolate would help you lose weight and possibly help eliminate some of the acne. Look at yourself in the mirror and focus on telling yourself what it is you like about yourself. Believe me when I say..... Confidence is what shows. If you are confident then others will see what you are hoping to accomplish.
